On Friday, February 13th of 2015, I got into an argument with my step father. To this day, I do not call him my step father but just by his real name; he even told me that he doesn’t like to be called dad and I have never had one…

Every day is another battle and I have to fight for what I want harder than most neurotypicals. I’ve read countless blogs on neurodivergence, ADHD and Autism. Since I was young from the age of 5 years old, I always knew that something was wrong with me. Growing up, I…

Surviving I didn’t really know the difference between part and full time, and well, I took anything for the sake of it. My goal at this time was to survive and to make money. I was desperate to survive and make it on my own, little was I aware of…

Someone I thought understood mental health and mental illness told me that he wants to get to know me and that he does not see that I have mental health. He also added that I want attention for acting out and stating I’m suicidal to my colleagues. I have mentioned…

Confused Lost Trapped Betrayed Miserable Traumatized Triggered Unloved Burdened Overwhelmed Too much to handle at a time — When those flashbacks do come, I don’t want to be here because they can be very intense to a point where I want to end everything and start over in a new…

The title here speaks volumes. Why is that? The person I spoke about in my last blog entry is known as the Poet and I am not holding back anymore. That is his nickname to me and he means absolutely nothing anymore. He’s destroyed my life detrimentally and I can’t…

Encounter There’s a difference when you meet someone online versus in real life, and I wouldn’t not recommend it unless you actually get to know the individual. This person was different and giving my weakness and vulnerabilities, I trusted too quickly as he had a peculiar charm to him —…

A part of my anonymous online identity on Twitter and on here, I try to keep things raw and authentic. I prefer these two words a lot because it’s better suited. You’re probably wondering what the point of the title is? It has to do with a huge settlement coming…

Masking I’ve been told that having a learning disability is a gift but sometimes I feel that it’s also a disgrace as its caused so many problems in my life. I literally do not get things. What I mean is that, I find it hard maintaining social cues and conversations…